it has been 3 days since 2005 started, well sometimes i wonder why is it time passes especially fast when u are happy but when u are sad, it is the other way round. It is only the start of a new year and i m already feeling tied up wit emotional strings and heavy responsibilites. I fully understand the situations i m in and the responsibilites that i have to shoulder upon but i realise i am not as strong as i deem myself as and these situations are putting me in a tight spot and i feel suffocated.

well time flies, i wil be heading back to adelaide in a couple of months and routines of having to study and handling friendship will once again be put into actions. Hopefully this year i will be happier and more relax in terms of all these.

One thing i learn as i grow older each year is that as u grow older and more sensible, more problems will appear. It is a matter of how u handle it. I am learning it and it is really a painful process i must say.

Well enough of all these, sorry to bore all of u wit all my rubbish but writing out is somehow where i can voice out my thoughts and not get stuffed wit it.

Anyway going out to the beach to take a stroll, will update soon!!

Annyong!!

Another new year has arrived with a tinge of heaviness. Everyone is waiting to welcome the new year wit a new beginning for everything however on the early morning of 26 Dec, Boxing Day which was suppose to be a normal exciting day for ppl who go to the beaches in thailand and malaysia to enjoy the sun and beauty of the island but instead they are welcome by the tsunami waves or can also be called tidal waves which is only expected every 700 years.

Many ppl lose their homes and livinghood which was built over their lives and some even lose their lives and their families. It is really upseting to see i m living day after day in comfort while ppl out there is suffering and holding on for their dear lifes. I would hope to do something for them if possible and offer comfort to those who need it. I realise the least i can do it donate financially ( not much though) and also clothings and food stuff.to those who need it and most important pray for them. I seek the lord to let his mercy flow and heal those who need healing and pray that ppl who are in the worst nightmare of their live will seek him for solace and comfort. Pray to him and he will answer your prayer.

Well thats what comes in my mind now and i just blare and blare hope anyone who read this wun feel bored by me.

Well basically after my trip back from KL, i haven have much rest as i came back a day before christmas eve and my family had a BBQ at my grandparent's place where everyone of us gather together to have christmas dinner and sing carol then we open prezzie together. 3 days after christmas, Teckheng, Yinyen and Yinyen's bro head down to Singapore for holiday. It is really great to see them again.

Spend 4 days bringing them around, Casey too join us from Johor. About 8 of us (TH, YY, Casey, YY's Bro,Eisen, Eisen's Bro, Bern,me) meet up almost everyday. We meet up wit another of yinyen frend in orchard and he hang out wit us too. I brought them to orchard, tampines, far east plaza, queenways shopping centre and also sentosa and night safari. And on wednesday nite TH, YY, YY's Bro and me head down to zouk to meet up YY frend for mambo nite. It was fun just to hang out again wit frends in my homeland.

All in all i just wanna wish everyone a happy new year and hope everyone will  be blessed!!

Annyong

Hey everyone, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

Hope everyone have a great christmas wit heaps of christmas prezzies. Christmas is the time where all fellow sis and bro in christ get together to celebrate the birth of our lord Jesus Christ.

He is born on this very day to come and take away our sins and show us how almighty and great our God is. Praise the lord, i am grateful to thee for sending your only son to come and redeem our sins.

well today i had fun having bbq at my grandparent place and at the same time having catching up wit my relatives which i haven seen for a long time since i just got back from adelaide not long away and then i was away for holiday in KL. It was fun to sit together and bbq and eat and open prezzies. I received heaps of prezzies!! kekekeke!!!

Well tml church has a play and i am looking forward to seeing my fellow church frends putting on the show!!!!

anyway gotta go now, going to drink coffee wit frends!!! happy holidays

annyong

its been awhile since i last update this blog, sorry for all the wait!! i sometimes wonder does anyone read my blog!

well the last entry i wrote about stress and examinations and time flies, now it is almost the end of the year and i m finally back home and "enjoying" the hot and humid weather.

Actually i just got back from Kuala Lumpur where i went to eat, shop and catch up wit my adelaide frends wit another frend, Eisen. I went to KL for a total of 9 days and shop and eat till i got so sick of eating (can lose some weight, hopefully). i stayed at Joanne's while Eisen stayed at Teckheng's.I even went to Genting and it was fun to be in the theme park and though it rain the whole day. We even got to visit Ian's church camp and it was fun to see so many youths in a camp site running around during game times, to be exact about 500 youths in a camp site.

I must really thank Joanne for letting me stay over not for a short time but 8 nites in total and also driving me around and also the time she spend bringing me around and also Teckheng who brings me around and also driving me around. I really treasure u guys and wan our frendship to be everlasting and not any mindgame ground. Both of u will understand.

It is really fun to be out on holiday wit frends and the amount of jokes we created and the silly things we do.

The things we did for 9days is summaried below:

Day 1- arrived in KL, go sunway pyramid for shopping, then charlene's parent shop for dinner then back to Sunway Pyramid to wait for frends but the "fly us kite".supper at mamak wit charlene and frends

Day 2- go to KLCC, window shop cause that place is like orchard road where all the branded stuff are, too expensive. Then saw the Twin Tower which is popular in KL.Went to Time Square to watch Polar Express in the Imax theater which show 3 D shows.Supper at mamak at gazebo wit yinyen, cynthia and tzeek.

Day 3- go to 1 Utama and window shop again and also eat and at nite we went to eat seafood near the seaside. Supper at mamak wit casey

Day 4- Went to Mid valley for more shopping and then we went to eat Chili crabs which is known to be popular in Kl. Went to get cake for TH dad cause his birthday and in the end TH's dad got us durians and mangosteen to eat. Seriously heaps of durian.

Day 5- Early in the morning we set off for Genting Highlands and spend a nite in Theme Park Hotel.

Day 6- Check out of hotel and walk around Genting and Zie came to pick is up to FGA camp site and then head back for KL. Nite time we had dinner at Joanne house eating a malacca delicacy. Went to play driving range!!

Day 7- Went to Petaling street and Sugei Wang and do the last bit of shopping cause the next day Eisen is heading back. Then at nite Teckheng's parent bring us to a seafood restratuant for dinner. Supper we met Tzeek, Sikyi for coffee.

Day 8- Send Eisen to the airport then head back to Sunway pyramid for more shopping and also we manage to go to Redbox and sang for 2 hours including lunch. At nite, Joanne parents brought us out to another place for dinner. At nite something cute happened and i wun go into details to keep all of u in suspense, those who wan to noe can drop me a note and i will tell u!!! kkkkk

Day 9- Time for me to head home and Joanne's mum brought us to eat bat kut tea. It is really different from Singapore version. And then time for me to head home and celebrate Christmas.

Overall, these 9 days had been really hectic and tiring but also fun. I really thanks Teckheng and Joanne for spending time wit me!!!! Thanks for the prezzie too though i am really surprise about it and i like it. Another person i wanna thanks is cynthia, thanks for the prezzie and i will see u in adelaide soon pls take care and have a safe and smooth journey back to adelaide.

well i am really tired now and i wan to go get my beauty sleep now and will update more tml!! take care guys and i miss u all already!!!!

Attn Edmund: sorry for not meeting up wit u in KL, wanted to but time is really short and the distance between u and me is also another problem. Pls contact me when u are free regardless of by phone or sms. U are a really important person in all our lifes, as frend, as bro. Hope u understand!!!

Annyong

Taken one paper last sat, it was ok i guess, Hopefully the marker will be generous and give us more marks.

have another 3 papers, and my revisions are getting nowhere and i am stress. i went to a service yesterday which teaches us not to be negative and i m trying to tell myself that but just yesterday i am full of positive but today i m back to the negative mood. I must learn to overcome the negativity and at the same time revise for my exam. At times i feel that the negativity is taking over my body and causing me to feel tired most of the time and also sleepy. I even lose my voice can u believe it. Anyway i will continue to be strong and study, I BELIEVE I CAN OVERCOME IT!!!

Enough of my rubbish, will come back and update more after this week, be patient for a long blog soon. Gotta to get back to my study now.

Annyong!!!